The mask worn everyday makes me wonder if it really is Reflection seen, makes me question What colour might my ashes be? In this vast ocean with countless fishes Who do they perceive to be? Good or bad how do they see? What colour might their ashes be? Is this the one who has unwovenContinue reading “Ashes!”
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Daily rants!
My relation with my brother has not been good. But I am trying to work on it. It isn’t like it has never been but it just deteriorated. I think we got a big space when I was in 7th and he was in 12th grade. It was hard for both of us. He wasContinue reading “Daily rants!”
Tears to pearls
Hurts to see my tears turn to pearls for you Even if I try,try to runaway You have a power over me like a hurricane You turn my life upside down, wreck me to parts Hurts to see the other person win Even if I know I am more deserving Who is to deserve? WhatContinue reading “Tears to pearls”
I am lost!
I am at crossroads am I supposed to change for who I am? Or should I just continue being like this? As a person with not so healthy school days I get very sensitive when I get hate. The hate might not be too harsh but giving rude answers when I am being friendly orContinue reading “I am lost!”
I feel useless!
I feel useless. I have always felt this way. I have always felt that I need to prove my worth for everything I ask for. I did not want to be a brat that takes things for granted and I still am. But the only difference is that I was able to prove my worthContinue reading “I feel useless!”
Black hole!
I feel like I have fallen into a black hole with no place to return to. Being in a constant loop which is called the circle of life. This loop never seems to end and although there are some amuse it doesn’t compare to the sadness it with holds. I was told not everyone sleepsContinue reading “Black hole!”
3. My Daily Rants!
So…firstly I didn’t get scolded before the whole class…uhh….I was so lucky and secondly I gave my exam and scored alright I mean better than last at least I managed to squeeze into top 30 out of 70…sooo…I need to still improve. As I was writing my exam I noticed that the dude who teasedContinue reading “3. My Daily Rants!”
Black hole!
I feel like I have fallen into a black hole with no place to return to. Being in a constant loop which is called the circle of life. This loop never seems to end and although there are some amuse it doesn’t compare to the sadness it with holds. I was told not everyone sleepsContinue reading “Black hole!”
2.My daily rants
I am scared of reality, I want to run from the reality which says “survival of the fittest” I know it’s true but thriving to survive is meaningless if you do not feel alive. I took my exam and it’s the result I wouldn’t have ever imagined even in my dreams. First of all IContinue reading “2.My daily rants”
1. My daily rants.
I started going back to school. All through the pandemic I thought I became a lot introverted because I didn’t speak with much people during that time because I do not like texting a lot except for close people. I am always up for a call but ” texting ” is too tiring I wouldContinue reading “1. My daily rants.”